COVID Theory

Sun, 12 Jun 2022 00:00:00 +0000

I will start out by laying down the theory, and then I will move on to supplying some evidence of why I think this way.

Theory:

Through the COVID pandemic, there has an urge of mental health diseases in the US. With the release of COVID, whether it was intentional or unintentional, it has brought on a crushing increase of mental health issues, and this brings me to my theory. I think that COVID triggered a domino effect in the health of people around the world, and with people more worried about several aspects of life than what is happening in the bigger picture of things. This whole thing is to create a smoke screen to hide what is exactly is playing out in the world. Do I know the end goal? No. I don’t even know or have a theory who is pulling the strings. The dominos are just starting to drop.

Evidence:

News outlets:

A few months back I took about 3 hours and watched several news stations. The stations I picked were ABC, CNN, Fox, and Americas Voice. I have to say, I was shocked and disappointed at what I found. I was watching it on a Saturday morning from 11 to about 2pm What I found was varying information of what was happening with COVID from complete and totally left to complete and totally right. 99% of the information was contradictorily, so say this nice. With all of the misinformation, that’s what starts the smoke screen.

COVID Information:

While COVID is a new disease, there seems to be a lot of close mindedness around COVID. Doctors aren’t receptive to any aspect of this disease, and this can be seen if you look at any sort of COVID related forum/information outlet/etc. I have been reading people on Reddit for months, and there seems to be one conclusion, it sucks. Of course, this is an understatement. For people that has been suffering from things that are long term affects of having COVID and it seems to be so random. Makes me wonder, is there something that creates this virus do extreme things to some people, and then others, it does little to nothing. Myself, I suffer from anxiety and probably increased my GI issues.

More about the doctors being closeminded. I speak about doctors in general, and I attest to some doctors are completely the polar opposite to the ’normal' behavior. While these doctors are rare, and if you find one that you can work with, STICK WITH THEM. They are like golden nuggets. I have found one general doctor that has helped me in ways that I could never think her. I won’t name her, to respect her privacy. I do wish I could find a good place to research doctors, and this would be a service/website that is not persuaded by people throwing money at them.

Final Thoughts:

While I started this blog as a part of a type of therapy for me, and it has helped me a lot. I would like to let the people out there know that are suffering from long term effects from COVID. Keep your chin up, hopefully sometime soon that there will be a break through with treatments to help with these things you suffer from. Until then, if you are having thoughts of hurting yourself, please seek help. If you are in Asheville, NC, there are great IOP programs in town to help with some of this. While they are mainly for mental health items, suicidal thoughts and/or thoughts of hurting yourself could be helped as well. When I was in there, I found a new light in many things. I hope they will be able to help you.

Until next time, enjoy this ride which we call life.

Home, Friends, and Today's News

Sun, 03 Oct 2021 16:04:39 +0000

So, this post is going to be a lot of things on my mind. I apologize in advance if it’s hard to follow.

Today’s news

I have become dissatisfied with the whole news scene of our country. I have been watching an array of networks to see what is said about several hot topics. There was one day I was comparing CNN, FOX, ABC and America’s Voice. What I found was so off from each other that I couldn’t figure out what in the world was happening. This particular instance I was trying to figure out what was happening with the COVID numbers in North Carolina. While they all agree the ’numbers’ are going up. What was said from part of them was disturbing. The one that kinda agreed with each of them was FOX. After some research, I found that CNN and ABC are biased towards the ’left’, and found FOX and America’s Voice is reported as the ‘right’. It was odd that FOX was more of a middle of the road on this particular article. So I started looking for a website that had multiple news stories, and Allsides.com came to the front. When viewing the site it seemed to be overwhelmed by ads. I have started on a personal project that will hopefully bridge the gap of all these news outlets. We will see where that goes.

Friends

There are many types of friends. Each relationship is uniquely beautiful. What happens when that friendship goes astray? Well, this past weekend I have just had that experience. It was not a great experience, but I learned a lot of things about myself as well as that person. One thing I strive to do, try to learn each person as a new person. Don’t base any pre-judgements on past experiences with your past. As we all have a past, that’s difficult to do. For me, a female friendship is especially difficult due to my past relationships as well as my mother’s relationship. In a sentence to overview my mother’s relationship; it took me 7 years of therapy to get to a point to where I wasn’t always angry at that woman. As I have gotten older, it seems to be harder to make friendships as well as keep them. Everyone has their own lives, and it’s difficult to make time for each other. Myself being a single man; it’s hard for me to grasp the complexities that it takes to make a family of your own to work.

Home

What is Home? That’s something different for everybody. Some people enjoy a nice tidy house, and some people always have a work in progress type of home. My home is a work in progress type of home. It’s interesting to see what other people say about your house. There have been several people come to my house and say they don’t like it. Rather we like to admit it or not, I think everyone is proud of their home. After all, that’s where a lot of has spent the majority of our time the last two years. One of the proudest things I have going about my home….. is that I designed it. I know it has flaws, and I know it’s not for everyone. I didn’t design it with anyone else in mind, except for me and my goals for my home. I have been asked why I built one so big…. Easy, I wanted a place to have my family housed if it was needed.

News | Ah, What a day